things have been really heard. i go from week to week, month to month, being better then worse.

right now, all i want is thin. i want it so bad, nothing else matters.

and i'm disgustingly fat.
i feel like i could die.
i long for my thin days :(

Think I'm gonna have to go friends-only. Someone I know *may* have found this journal.
I will keep everyone I already have as a friend.

Comment to be added, incase I've forgotten ya.
xx